I’m in my wedding dress; it doesn’t have pockets. Who has pockets? Have you ever seen a bride with pockets? When I went to my fitting at Chez Alison, the one thing I forgot to say was “Give me pockets”!
On May 18th, 2020, Supernatural would air its final episode entitled “Carry On” (#1520) and therefore reach the end of its road. However, because of the COVID pandemic, the show’s filming was interrupted with two episodes left to shoot it. The remaining episodes of Supernatural are supposedly to air this fall on The CW.
Today Supernatural it’s ending and for me it’s nearly impossible to put everything I’m feeling into words. I started watching this when I was 14 and now I’m 24, to say that tv show helped to shape who I am today is a complete understatement. Supernatural is present in small bits of everything I am: in the music I hear, in the clothes I wear, in the way I talk, in the stuff I watch, in the morals I have, in the things I believe and basically in the way I am. I’ve always been the depressive type and just a few of my friends and family knows this, my high school years were considerably the worst bit of everything and it’s silly but for quite a lot time, this tv show was what kept me sane. It was my only lifeline, the only source of laughter, joy and comfort that not even friends could provide me. This show made me feel more happiness, sadness, anger, relief, concern, and basically every emotion than more of the closest people to me. Supernatural and all his characters have taught me so so much that just saying thank you doesn’t even begin to cover it. I’ve laughed with them, cried with them, worried with them, getting angry with them and so much more it almost feels I’m losing a friend, someone real who has been there for me. Still, I’m happy that I got to enjoy this wonderful world for 10 years of my life and I will be forever grateful for it but it still hurts to say goodbye. I’ve always hated endings and I suck at goodbyes, for me it’s always the most difficult part and only god knows I’m trying my best not to cry while writing this and failing quite miserably too. Today I’m saying goodbye to something that has been with me for ten years, it might be stupid to say it but I’m saying goodbye to fictional characters that felt more real and close to me than most people I know and it hurts. I guess I knew it would end at some point but everyone hopes that what you love the most doesn’t really ends right? So for someone who hates endings, I’ll still try my best to smile through the tears today and say:
Goodbye Supernatural and thank you very much for making the woman I am today and just for everything.
“The point is that they were here at all and you got to know them. When they're gone, it will hurt, but that hurt will remind you of how much you loved them.”
